i.am.very.upset!

tadi lepas solat jumaat pergi umah sedara, kazen aku buat kenduri cukur jambul anak dia..aku bawak kawan hakim sekali,faizal..opkos la ramai yg tanye aku angkot anak sape kan..hahaha
masa nak makan tu aku tolong letak nasi ngan lauk untuk budak bedua nih pastu pegi amik air..tetengah amik air untuk meke nih dtg sorang sepupu aku..pompuan.

beliau : u sure love them so much..do u?
aku : u bet..i love all kids
beliau : good daddy.
aku : *senyum*

lepastu aku pegi kat hakim ngan faizal,dia ikot jugak..duduk sembang2 lepastu dia tnye pasal kawen..aku tade hal dh pon org nak tnye bape juta kali pon soalan ni..anggap ajela diri ini artis..wahahahahhaha..aku kate kat dia 'xtau..xtepikir lg pon pasal ni..im hepi with my life now'
and suddenly she start criticise me..saying that I shud've get married already since I have a son..my son need a mother..blablabla yedayedayeda...
still, aku senyum je [dalam ati : annoying nak mampos pompuan nih!XD]

tapi bila dia tiba2 tanya hakim pasal ni..siap suruh hakim bagitau aku suh kawen, i'm very upset...
I've told u once dunot talkin' bout this with my son..
but u...hmmphh....
forcing my son to say that he want mommy wasnt a good idea.AT ALL...
I mean... WAT THE FUCK???
u don't noe shit about my son..
u've made he felt nervous,scared,anxiety,discomfort,uneasy,burden and so on..
that's bullshit!!
he don't like the ideas of his daddy gettin' married or havin' a mother! oke??
u don't even noe wat he's been through with his past..
nightmare..bad experience..trauma..
it's oke if u don't noe..but I've already told u rite don't talk to him bout this..
it looks like u overstep the border..
and yeah..im upset!

to everyone,
whether I'm married or not it's very clear that's not ur problem at all!!
i'm happy with my life and i'm happy with my son..
so please dunot interfere with other's personal affairs anymore..



dedi-muhammad-hakim,
pariz aserap.